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Kaichou wa Maid-sama: Seika High School

December 9, 2011

Wow, holy cow wow, LOVED THIS!!!

This was a great Slice of life anime. Not only did I like the main girl but the main guy, well if he was real we would be happily married by now.

anyhow summery: Seika High School, which used to be an all-boys school, was changed into a co-ed school 2 years ago.
Even now, 80% of the school’s student’s are still boys. The school is still well-known for its bad reputation Seika High School
Added by Asasyn it got from the past few years. Misaki Ayuzawa is the president. Throughout the anime she tries to bring newer students to the school. However, she is really only interested in bringing girls. But she has a Secret she works part time as a Maid in a cafe, and will do anything to keep it a secret!

So freaking great, I love all of the People in this story the only thing i can say that sucks was that it ended. they cud of gone in a lot more with what the two main people do when they get together and how the school changes.

On a side note, ever notes how the main people are like Gods at what ever they do or are suppeer cluts and cant cook *hids her black rice* just thinking

Anyhow I give this 5 out of 5

Loved the main Girl and boy *really loved the boy he is pefict!* the side people are fun and you dont feel like you dont care about them unlike most animes the keep the story going. I would watch it when you want warm fuzzys, its got lots! pluss a kiss in the first few ep’s!!

And you can watch it hear!


Mr Fitzwillian Darcy (The last man in the world) By Abigail Reynolds

November 24, 2011

Well this was a fast read, the begging was a bit slow but over all I liked it and Supposedly coming from me that’s a lot as I just had a Voodoo Priestess say in one of my passed life’s I was none other then Jane Austen Herself? Don’t know if I believe that one but I find it so very true as I have a lot of her works and read P and P once every 3 months or so.

Anyhow on to this book, the basic of this book is what if Eliza said yes when she was ask by Mr. Darcy the first time? What follows is a lot of misunderstanding and a little bit of action and that I like! The way she Portrayed Elizabeth is how I see her or at less how I would of acted in the poor girls shoes, she doesn’t love her hubby but wants to try and keep both of them happy as possible. finally it gets out that she is not head over heels for him and then Darcy gets hurt and she finds that she dose love him and she learns a lot of info about him and running a house back in them old days.

It started of slow but once you got into it you just didn’t put it down, its about 250 pages , small but ok…I read the whole thing in 5 hours so yeah it’s good.

I would give this a 3 out of 5

Though I loved Elizabeth, I wanted to know more about Darcy and what was going on with him, and I didn’t really care for his sister in this book. But it was not as bad as Darcy the Vampire so that’s a plus.


November 24, 2011

Ok I’m a Crazy ass bleach fan, to the point of if I don’t have internet assess i call my best friend up and ask her to read it to me! Normally I’m ok with just squealing like and fan girl and then going about my normal life. This week’s chapter has me thinking. I want to talk about it plus I have a blog, my blog is anything go blog, hence I can talk about Bleach!

Ok so if you have yet to read it turn back now!

AHHHHHH So now we are to believe SS is really the bad guy? And Capt’n Juushiro Ukitake is the master mind of evil, next thing you know there will be Stamps on DA saying this too was part of Azines plan. What got me …well was a lot of things, what up with ichi-nis dad and sandle hat guy at the start? They know far to fucking much! Tell your kid so he don’t go all crazy and kill himself cuz you forgot to tell him something important like oh I don’t know your mom was the princes of SS *not real…yet but thats what I think may happen*

So there is that and then the fact that when they showed ichigos friends they didn’t show Rukia, *I am a very very hard core Rukia and ichigo shipper* So thats saying she is not his friend? then wtf is she!

Plus and Kinda freaking out of her, last we saw she was out cold with some freaky as Bitch insde of her or at less that what we all are asuming right now, Kick his ass Ichigo cuz rukia is in some deep shite and you need to be there for her!

I did love that we got a nice full color shot of Rukia this time, I still dont know if I like her hair but I need more Ich-rukia moments here!

anyway end of my rant.

I’m watching Maid -sama right now, God I love that show. I have a few new books and am trying to read all 3 at once cuz they are all so good.

Life for me is really great right now. I’m kinda frustrated of a few things but ehhh If I really wanted it I would just be playing with fire. Ok so I want the big flay things to happen , love all the small stuff but I want something that gos boom boom hello hotty boom, I want the talking with the Angels and seeing things and the whole magikel anything! Pluss I have been drawn back into the Wicca and other things like the Golden dawn and stuff. Reading up on Buddhism. … I still crave that portal to another world.
soon I get to quit this job i am in and head off to the Mt’s. I have been watching a lot of Documenties so if you know of any good ones let me know!. Reviews will be coming for my books and anime, o and my computer is alive! I spelt hot coco on it but my computer Dr saved it! I love him. Good news just keeps rolling in. though i did find out my fav Shop closed its doors today, now who am i going to get free taro readings from, not only that but who is going to help me put Michael in Fluffy bunny slippers *yes that the angel Michael*

It also been raining hear but i’m cool with that, I have been jumping in puddles and just palying around like a little kid in the rain,
Happy early Turkey day!



November 11, 2011

Ok this is an Anime Revew and then I willl post tomaroow on life as I know it. it’s better much much better.

OK Toradora, hmmm from wiki

Toradora!’s story begins with the male protagonist Ryūji Takasu who is frustrated at trying to look his best as he enters his second year of high school. Despite his gentle personality, his eyes make him look like an intimidating delinquent, so he is utterly hopeless about his chances of getting a girlfriend anytime soon, and does not have many close friends either. After being greeted by his hungover mother in the morning, Ryūji goes to school and is happy to find that he gets to be in the same class with his best friend Yūsaku Kitamura and a girl he has a crush on, Minori Kushieda. However, it is then that he unexpectedly knocks into “the school’s most dangerous animal of the highest risk level”—Taiga Aisaka—who just happens to also be in his class, and is a good friend of Minori.

Thank you Wiki for that helpful summery, What Can I say I speeded though the first 20 ep but the last few have taken forever to get though cuz of things going on in my real life like the fact that my computer crashed and I’m on my grandma’s right now.

But this ANime was supper cute, I normally don’t like the over aggressive girl but somehow it worked, I watched Love Complexes over the summer and loved loved that one and though the whole lets your BFF with the person i like so let see if we can work together and get are man/woman! then they fall in love right. well this one is very very different, the freaking last 2 ep’s give you a run for your money and you don’t know what the hell is going to happen. I thought this was going to be a simple, find out he/she love you and they kiss on the last ep and you see them walk off into the sunset right, WRONG!!!!!! though I will say that was the best fucking kiss I have seen in anime! i put the link up for the last ep if you want to see it. I really liked this one though the ending was a shock and I felt there was a lot more they cud of gone into but you know it’s a happy ending i just like with every story wish they would show more, you know 5 years down the road or something.

Over all I will give this a 4 out of 5. The art was good , the people were funny and most of them you cud see in a real high school *all but one she i didn’t care for* the Love and pure cuteness of them falling in love was slow *lot to go though* but it was worth it in the end.
you too can watch the last ep here! LOVE THIS SITE!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SO here is my anime list of what I will be watching soon..ish

To Heart: Adapted from a dating sim game of the same name. Hiroyuki Fujita and Akari Kamigishi are friends since childhood. With both of them are in the same class in high school, their love towards each other begin to accumulate, slowly but day by day. However there are many cute girls around.

Kaichou wa Maid-sama: Seika High School, once an all-boys school notorious for its wild students and for generally being a terrifying place for girls, has recently become a co-ed school. With the female population still a minority and living in fear of the over-the-top antics of the males, Misaki Ayuzawa takes it into her own hands to reform the school and allow the girls to feel safe in the rough environment. Training, studying and even becoming the first female student council president of the school, Misaki has gained a reputation among the male students body as an uptight boy-hating dictator and as a shining hope for the teachers and fellow female students. However, despite her tough-as-nails appearance, she secretly works part-time at a maid cafe in order to support her family. Unfortunately, her hard-earned reputation is threatened when the popular and somewhat impassive Usui Takumi takes an interest in her after discovering her in a maid uniform after school.

Nurarihyon no Mago : Rikuo Nura, is 3 parts human and a quarter Demon, lives in a house of spirits with his grandfather, The current clan head of the Nura youkai. Rikou is set to be the next clan head, despit the fact he dilikes his demon side. He soon come to terms with his demon blood and decides to take his position as young master of the Nura house. However there are those who will certainly not allow it to be easy. WATCHED THE FIST EP AND I LOVED IT!!!!!

Mayo Chiki :17 year old Konoe Subaru is the butler of classmate Suzutsuki Kanade. One day, classmate Sakamoto Kinjirou discovers that Konoe is actually a girl. *kinda love the whole trying to hide i’m a girl thing*

Uta no Prince-sama – Maji Love 1000% :Nanami Haruka wants to be a song writer, so she attends an idol training school filled with beautiful bishounen. The school pairs each aspiring songwriter with an aspiring idol, but Haruka finds herself paired with 3 idols! To make things more difficult, Nanami is also not allowed to date any of her beautiful partners!

Guilty Crown: After the outbreak of the unidentified virus “Lost Christmas” in 2029, Japan has been under the control of a multi-nation organization called GHQ. Ohma Shu is a 17 year old boy who has a psychic power in his right hand. He can use the power “Ability of King” to extract tools or weapons from his friends. He has been avoiding making trouble for others but his life changes when he meets a girl Yuzuriha Inori, a member of a resistance guerrilla group called “Undertaker”, whose members pilot mecha weapons to fight against the government

Kyoukai Senjou no Horizon: ok this one is just to fucking complicated to exsplain but the main guy looks fucking fuuuuunnnnyyyy!!!

Itazura na Kiss: In the romantic comedy story, a high school girl named Kotoko finally tells a fellow senior named Naoki that she has loved him from afar since she saw him on their first day of high school. However, Naoki, a haughty “super-ikemen” (handsome male) with smarts and sports talent, rejects her offhand. Fate intervenes when a mild earthquake ruins Kotoko’s family house. While the house gets rebuilt, Kotoko and her dad stay at the home of her dad’s childhood friend…whose son is Naoki.

Zoku Natsume Yuujinchou:Natsume is again meeting new youkai and helping them. A lot of friends join him along the way, he meets others who can also see the spirits and at times they join forces to solve the latest mystery. As always, Nyanko-sensei is there to help Natsume on his quests.

Usagi Drop: Daikichi returns home for his grandfather’s funeral, and to his surprise he meets a little girl in the garden. Daikichi soon finds out that the girl (Rin) is the illegitimate daughter of his grandfather. None of her relatives want to adopt her because they are embarrassed. Feeling sorry for the girl, Daikichi decides to take care of her. However, Daikichi is a bachelor and has no experiance with kids. Rin and Daikichi begin their life togethe

thats it for now tell later!


I love fog, no really! it makes things magical

November 8, 2011

I’m a very wishful person, I have always wished for a Portal to another more magical world to open up and take me away. unlike in movies I dont want to come back, I would miss my family but am far enghue into my spiritual path right now to see what The Buddha meant when he said ” let go of everything cuz if you love it and try to protect it you’re going to get Bitched smacked when it’s destroyed/die’s/leaves/go’s missing/extra” I’m par a phrasing him but it’s for us Modern peep’s. I would also miss Michelle and she I would be all “hold on supper hot *cuz it’s got to be a dark hot all powerful man in that world just for me* I got to go get my BFF” Drag her caveman like over to portal and though her over the side of a magical beast and off into a great High Fantasy *with great clothing and jewels* we would go. I now know that my daydreaming is a Self defense thing from my teenage years to protect me, that’s kind of funny as now I don’t feel I have control over my day dreams anymore. They keep taking me to places I cant even think of let along want to day dream about, like I watched oneday as I got showen what happens before we are born, strange but I liked it a lot.

Take for Example one of my fav ones that I still do even to this day but it keeps changing on me: a man who is usually a prince/king/powerful something or other depending on my mood is fighting a losing battle with some nameless, faceless Evil thing that I hafe the time don’t even know why we are fighting him but we are cuz that’s the right thing to do and not even wonder “hay that bad guy over there may just be in a lot of pain and trying to ease it by hurting other so they know how much pain he/she/it is in* nope it’s got to die cuz it’s “evil”, Right? so the Sexy hot male is fighting the nameless evil and me the Beautiful *cant be ugly or anything less then beautiful* Princess/queen/powerful female looks on with horror as her love is dieing. she some how powers up DBZ like but with out the spiked hair and runs off to save them both by throwing her self, *such noble sacrifices* to her death , but the male not willing to part with her summons up even greater power and saves they day or die, * i am a bit morbid blame it on the stares I’m a Scorpio*

I love day dreaming and I love Mysteries, I look for them all the time, driving , eating talking with people, I’ll bring it up asking if they have ever had a strang encounter or something. you problem all wondering if I have a point to this, nope . I have had a dream that is trying to kill me into becoming a story and I’m kind of fared that ones i start writhing this bad boy there is no going back but i so want to write a book I have always wanted too, So giving into the law of Attraction I’m going to and have started taking notes on what i want to have happen and everything. I even have names I never have names. But my book, my baby, is going to be a first of it’s kind a high Fantasy spiritual journey and hafe of it just haze to be put down on paper.

Today was a funny and yes I’m feeling Better *not my tummy still feeling funny on that one*

Had a strange dream, and for me that’s saying something as I have EPIC Dreams and I do mean EPIC!!! but all I can recall of this dream is God (and yes he looks slightly like Morgan Freeman) is helping my clean the strangest toilets in the world, maybe it’s toilets for hippos but the shit was GIANT! so he is helping me and showing me how to clean, they only thing i remember is what he says ‘slow and steady do’s it” . You know you can put that to a lot of things, but this was a first for me, I have never had god in my dreams and i’m kind of proud he/she/it came down and helped me out. I love you papa! maybe he was talking about my book, maybe about me looking for jobs and waiting to get well anything but wait and see is what I’m getting, I only had 2 very painful moments today of feeling like I’m getting sucked into a dark hole of doom. feel like laughing at my self for wanting to die a week ago.

I’m got up after thinking about God, Had to make plains for today so i would not look like a bump on a log. So my list was Shower, get moon time stuff, do laundry, go for a long walk in the woods. then my grandma found some jobs for me and I when out to go get ’em but the thing that keep coming to me was that they all said I hafe to go online and apply, fine ok but i still when into the sex shop one on the main Drag and asked for a job. the Havey havey lady behind the counter was funny!!! she joked and laughed with me and we had a good time but told me to apply online too. I really want to work there just to see who and what kind of people walk in. it was just so strange and funny , I want this job!

So now I’m hope after lessoning to some good old Christian songs *did feel a tiny bit strange doing that after walking out of the world of sex but hay when you need feel good/the world is not going to end/god loves me and dosn’t want me to die music it’s the best.

anyhow i’m off to marathon though the next hafe of my anime and then I think start on my book.

over and out



November 7, 2011

So, it’s been a Day or two, still fighting the desperation tooth and nail but it’s getting better, only for a few min today did I feel worthless. I think in part that I am a control freak, and not a major one but in a way I am. I control my money I control what I do with it, I control where it go’s and it gives me comfort knowing I can go out there thinking I need this and can get it, so maybe that’s just normal but to me feels like control.

The other thing I am having a hard time with is being thankful, grateful with out feeling guilty. Yes, im so guilty that im not out working im so guilty that I cant pay back my grandparents in any way shape or form right now. I can help with the cleaning and doing other things , but I still hate feeling like a bump on the log, that they have high hopes for me and im just letting them down, even though I know that they know what’s going on. Still it sucks, exspecly since my grandma got me nice snow shoes today, I felt guilty but I had to find it that she loves me and wants to help me.

Anyhow, guilt a side and my other thought and over analyzing my self, yesterday I was dead sick, throwing up dead sick and if you haven’t felt the pain of throwing up with the lap band then let me tell you, fist you have to get what ever the hell is hurting you form your lower tummy into your upper one and then get it out, I was heaving for and hour just to get a little bit out. Plus my back hurts from the bed im sleeping in but o well, I know where I got sick from. My friends Kathy, the hoarder, I had to get something’s I left there in her only clean back room. I sat and watched bones with her and the mentalist. Both very good shows! But she made some dinner and I didn’t like it very much but just thinking about it hurts my tummy. So I got sick and to day im feeling better,

Clean and moved the stuff in my truck into the back so it’s not as messy in there, watched the movie Water for Elephants, Wonderful wonderful movie a must see when you’r feeling down, Kami-san knows it help me.

But whats helping me is the dream I had last night, and me wondering about several Quantum things and how to turn a dream into a book, But Im off now to go watch a anime that is good,

Tell we meet once more,


I know and yet I fear,

November 3, 2011

So I was going to start this new blog about my self and hold nothing back cuz then no family or friends cude find it and it would be mine all mine, the ups the downs and everything in the middle, fuck that I’m not holding back!

My life most would say is pretty good, just got back from visiting my Mom and family in Hawaii and was going to stay there tell the begging of December to find a job make some money and wam bam be all hot and sexy looking when I go to Montana,…wait are you lost, let me explain.

See I went and had the lap band dune about 2 years ago. I got So happy at finally losing some weight and no longer being a 350 in my head monster woman who no man but monster men would look at let alone love. I was losing I was getting happier and my job sucked monkey balls. I have been working at the same job for about 3 years. I’m a CNA. my life suck. i deal everyday with the old dieing people that most families shove away so that they don’t have to deal with them. or with the family who come in once a year and become fucking monster cuz they think by forcing the staffed to do the bedding cuz dear old mom/dad needs this needs that. where the hell were you when dear old mom/dad is screaming and fighting cuz he/she thinks we’re some monster from the past trying to clean them up from the pee/shite/vomite and there screaming “dont touch me any more daddy!” thats just the very start of it, some times you have good co workers and sometimes you have RN with a God Complexes and other aides who cant tell there ass from the Vitals signs that they need to go get or Mrs, so and so cant get her med’s that she need before she go’s to dinner so that everything runs on time so we can get everyone in bed by 8. sorry just wanting you to get the down side of this job. we had a good time for a time, Some of my Nurse’s I love dearly and my co-workers are some of my closes friends but there are days when that dont help and like all good aid’s they leave.

So I ended up quitting too, i need to get away from this job. I hated it and dreaded going to work.

I went and worked for 6 months at Yellowstone National Park, It was a blast for the most parts, i hade a few bumps along the way, Semi rape, a man threatening me with his car and driving a 1000 miles on my birthday, but still I would not change it for the world. I meet my good friend Dav, who I finally got to come out of the closet to everyone. to my crazy but loving boss who was supper funny and, god I love her. to making good friends with the rangers and other workers in the park. but the season came to and end. i was job less with not a lot of money but I knew of a place I cude go back to make more money and pay off my bill. see my car died a long slow death and had to get a new one, ok fine I will pay that off by working one year at the nursing home.2 month into it I had to move out of my grandparents RV. you see they were letting me stay for free and cude pay off everything still including medical bill from my lap band. But as much as i love my Grandma, my grandfather was a whole other ball game, he live’s for fox’s news and I hate fox with a wild passion. So one of my nurses said i cud live with her and for free as long as I clean the house, not bad right free rent for house cleaning…she is a hoarder who lets her dog’s run wild. to say the lest that I like to stay clean is a given. im not a clean freak with OCD but I’m not going to let my house ever get like her’s. 3 day to get the kitchen looking at less like a kitchen, another 4 to get the living room dny dining area looking livable. along with crazy ass dog who didn’t know Obedience’s if it hit them in the head. But this too was also a good time. I really started to work out and dropped almost 50 pounds. I also really started to work on my Spiritual growth.

I was always interested in the Unknow , looking for the Unknowable. I started very young. I wanted to know about ghost and Bigfoot at the age of 10. *10 is when a lot of things started for me* I got in to a lot of different religions from Wicca to Buddha. From born Christianity to Gnostic Christians. From Hawaiian Goddesses to things I cant give a name to for I have yet to find them with a name. But this was looking at the world differently. I began to see the world though newer eyes, and from this growth I jumped of a big ass Clift. I went and applied to go back and work for Mt, Rainer National Park. This would be my 3erd year working their, one after High school and then once more when I came back from Georgia with my best friend Michelle. (don’t freak Michelle there is like 7 million people with you name they will not find you) but now I was going back because once more I hated my job, I also hated were I lived and could no longer go on feeling like I was living in the world most disgusting house. SO I got a call and they asked if I cude come up one week later!

Mt, Rainer Owns me, prob more then any Mt Spirit ever owns anyone. She owns me and I’m fine with that, who won’t want a Mt and a volcanic one at that to have you. This time was the best time for me and I truly did love it. We worked on the lesser know side called Sunrise. A Day loge that has limited food and drink and a gift shop. Where I worked the summer of 2011. Did I tell you I loved every min of it. Even the sad parts and scary ones.
I fell in love with one of my co worker Andy. he’s a Philosopher and a funny decent guy who is a different kind of man, I think because of that and the fact that we could talk about things On a more intense leave and that he was… amazing seems like a lack luster word to describe him but it will do. We talked I read Book after book about The Sores /God/dess/great sprite what ever you want to call him. I started to get into Quantum Physicists and other things. I wan to go back to school now. I want to do so many things.

But right now im in something a bite harder deeper then before. You see I know God is there in me and all around me but facing fear is harded then it looks and Im so full of that and its twin brother doute.

That’s why they call this the dark night of the soul.

My problem now is I am job less, have no money like thousands other in and around the world.

Though I have a Job coming up but that’s part of the problem.

You see my job at Mt. Rainer ended oct 11. Since then I came off the mt I jumped at the Opportunity to go see my Family In Hawaii and thinking it would be easy to find a job but no, it was not . Not only are things worst off over there , they will not look at you twice if you don’t speak Japanese too and are white. Yeep they hate you cuz you’re white an’t that funny. so I finally told mom that I cant find a job and I need to go back to Washington to my grandma’s. now it’s only a month tell I need to drive out to Montana and start working there. I know I can make some good money as a CAN but will it be enough to get me to Montana and keep my head above water or should I just stay and work until April and try for another summer job but what about the winter? Will I be stuck back in this same spote? I would love to go back to school but should I go so I can be a manager in the parks or is there something else bigger out there. Pulse what about all of my bill, how can I pay off everything if I’m just making ends meet. you I work for a year and kill my self trying to pay the bills? Should I stay and say I will do what eve it is I need to …to have money? My body My life, My soul?

Not to mention that I hate my self cuz I cant loss any more weight and think I’m fat, ugly and if I could just stop eating my I would get the man I love or find someone who loves me or maybe I would be happier? So I try starving my self , say if I only drink water I can live off of my fat. Then I get hungry and try to eat everything. Though I have stopped losing weight.

And is it suicidal if you wish that someone would hit you’re car and kill you just so you don’t have to keep doing this any more.

I need help and even though I read some great stuff today on how God is there and how you just have to keep going because he has a plane for you and all that and it made me feel good but now by my self I feel so Lost and I need someone higher to tell ok go do this and that and you will be fine. But really I want someone to blame when it go’s wrong. This is all my fault. I did this to my self.


Is it still suicidal if you’re wishing that truck would hit you so it would be dune and over with?